Accepted

I don't like people telling me what to do.  I don't like being stuck between a rock and a hard place.  And I hate more than anything when people think bad about me.  I just want to be liked by all but still be myself.  I don't want a boyfriend right now or a bestfriend.  I don't anything to tie me down.  I just want to be who I am and to be accepted.  It's almost funny how everyone says be yourself but when you are they hate it and force you back into solitude.  I just want to stop hiding.  Stop Hiding from the snakes and the mosquitoes and the leeches.  I want to talk as much as I want without people getting annoyed with me.  I want to sing without people's ears bleeding. I want to wear bright colors and dresses everyday.  I'm so sick of being this mask.  I've become hateful and distraught.  It's consuming me.  And I'm just ever so tired of it all.

Lil Red