Long time no see

I think that time off is healthy.  I haven't written in months and I know I know I suck.  The last time I wrote something it was about how I felt empty.  I was at one of the lowest points in my life and I had given up on almost everything.  I just figured I'd spare you guys the sap story that is my life.  

Anyway.

Happy thoughts.

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I graduated so that's fun right.  Actually I'm kinda bummed.  All my friends were teachers which is lame I realize that but I've never been good at connecting with the youth my age.   I'm better at talking politics and budget cuts then I am talking about Instagram and who is dating who.  I spent thirteen years of my life going to school and now I'm done.  I feel weird.  Like its not real and I'm going to wake up any second now and its going to be freshman year all over again.  Gah to be fifteen again.  To know what I know now.  I'd tell myself to study harder.  I'd tell myself to not take stupid stuff to heart.  I'd tell my self not to fall in love with impossible men......I'd beat that one into my head pretty well.  How long I spent thinking and dreaming about things that wouldn't even matter to me now.  How stupid and innocent I was.

Onto bigger and better things they say.

Bigger 

&

Better

things

I mean what is the point of graduating school to just go to more school?

What the hell is that about?

I mean the only difference is now they get to charge you for it.

I mean I plan on conforming but it just doesn't seem okay to be bluntly honest.

I'm going to spend the next four years of my life going to more school to graduate from more school and then finally begin my career which is going to be me.  Teaching students at guess where?  School.  Full circle.  Aesthetically pleasing.

Well from now on I plan on being honest.  I plan on being me and not the version I know all the church goers on Facebook expect me to be.  Guess what guys?

The real Hanna Mckae Thompson swears.

The real Hanna Mckae Thompson isn't religious.

She isn't fake anymore and shes not the least bit sorry.

If you don't like swearing then that's okay read no further.

If you don't like people that aren't religious then sucks to suck.

I'm done pretending to be some one I'm just not anymore.

If that bothers you then I really don't care but feel free to unfollow me.

This isn't meant to be the least bit hateful I'm just being honest for the first time in my entire life and damn 

does

 it

 feel

 good.

So

I guess I'm free to speak freely now.

 It's funny though because I've run out of things to say.