Not good enough

Have you ever had a person in your life that you wish wasn't?  I do and nothing is ever good enough ever and it hurts because no matter how hard I try it doesn't matter because I didn't do enough.   I would give anything for that person to just for once say I'm proud of you and mean it.  

Sorry bout that bad day.

With much love, 

Lil Red 

Happy Endings

           Life doesn't always have a happy ending.  I've realized that and come to turns with it.  For a class I'm taking I have to read "Things Fall Apart."  A book in which the main character commits suicide in the end.  Why would anyone want to read a book where in the end all hope is lost.  You would think that in high school they would make us read uplifting books.  But no they make us read depressing "classics".  I prefer fiction full of love mystery and magic.  Not because I'm some silly little girl but because I prefer the happy endings over the sad ones.

            Lets be honest there are enough sad endings in this world as it is.

With much love,

Lil Red